...and I am making bad decisions
...and I can't understand CNS & forget everything I read 5 minutes later (abnormalities in cholinergic pathways)
...and I'm becoming irrational, very irrational (depeletion of NAdr)
...and I just want to get away
...and I want to sleep and sleep and sleep (low 5-HT & 5-HIAA)
...but I must finish the last 60+days well
...pass CNS
...be sane
...believe in God because right now skeptisim seems to rule
...and I know I really don't deserve it
...but please, please God pull me out of this!
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hmm..i dun think i shd say 'Dun worry, God will provide 4 u, trust in him n He will make ur path straight' since u shared last year dat u would probably feel like whacking da person who does so in such a moment of stress n anxiety :p, but anyway, will remember u in prayer, k? :-)
Hahaha...
but yea, thanks a lot! :)
I feel better now too
2 Peter 5:6-10
i'm reminded of this passage when i read this post :) i guess most of us are going through the same thing..my brain is mush too! (as u put it :P ) i just read thru the "medically imp parasite 1" n i'm completely blur! that's y i'm here...haha..
though i said my life has been great..but some things are just not going too well.. it's how we see those probs.. if we are assured and truly believe that everything is in His hands..then everything is indeed GREAT! :) rejoice always & give thanks IN all circumstances! :) (He didn't ask to give thanks FOR all circumstances but IN all circumstances...God is pretty considerate eh? :P ) but i guess it's still hard for us, human-beings, being SO human! this is when we learn to rely on Him n not on ourselves :)
ahaha...i hope u dun feel like whacking me now.. i'll buy u an icecream if i see u in cafeteria k :D take care there! :)
Hey..thanks for commenting!
I'm okay now..
haha..although some minor prob SUDDENDLY came up..
but yea, it's a minor issue, so minor that no need to say..haha
And yea although I feel my probs r diff, I realize it's not too bad. I still got a bed to sleep, food to eat, NEWSPAPERS to read, access to blog? haha... :)
EELEEN: don't buy me icecream..fattening..WHAHAHA ;)
JONATHAN: God bless in ur Thailand trip. Iwish I could go!!!! Argh, exam clash..Have a good time with SF and KL..and may God protect u against any spiritual attacks :)
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