Year 2010

I did not get everything I wanted...

....But God provided everything I needed

:)

Two tests

I have been forever trying to get my groove back with God...
To really be solely lost in his presence and not living a lukewarm Christian life.

There were 2 tests this week.
One on honesty
The other on surrender.

It's not without my own internal dramas but in the midst of the "oh things didn't go my way" I do feel in part joyful (note: joyful-not happy..haha)
Because I can now say (however insignificant the progress was), God is beginning to be Lord again...

Regrets

I always regret cutting my hair because it always looks worst than before
...but never regret forcing myself to work out because I always feel more energized after