Saturday, May 20, 2006

1 to 23

Auckland
Otago
Adelaide
Melbourne
Newcastle
Tasmania
Western Australia
Calgary
Dalhousie
Aberdeen
Dundee
Edinburgh
Glasgow
Liverpool
Manchester
Queen’s
Southampton
Galway
Leeds
St Georges
Memorial
Leicester
New South Wales

(In no specific personal order)


Yea, it's time to rank universities...deadline's 22nd May 4 p.m.
Although I haven't really finalized my list, I know my top 5 choices.
(though I haven't decided if I should rank UK above NZ or UK above Canada etc)

I'm not sure if I'd get my 1st choice, I desperately want to want to go my 1st choice uni for personal reasons. I don't know how to play strategy (like put the uni u want to go as 1st, put a buffer uni that u won't get as 2nd so that ur real 2nd choice will be 3rd and u don't have a risk of getting ur real 2nd choice uni as ur first etc......yea *confusing*)

I can think of all the ways to bargain with God on why He should send me there. I can think of all the reasons why I would not get my 1st choice. I can picture my reaction when I open the envelope and find that I don't get my 1st choice.

I wish I can be sure that what I want is what I'd get.



Yet...God reminds me, no matter how much I worry it wouldn't tilt the computer to give me my choice. (like duh? haha)

And the very fact that that uni is even in the list is a miracle.

Plus, no matter how cliche this sounds, God indeed knows best and has a good reason for sending me wherever I'd be match to. (yea, even if it's No.23 St Georges)

yes I must confess that really do not know for sure what God's will is in this whole thing. (God hasn't written on my wall last I checked, nor did He boom from the sky)
4 months ago, I was pretty sure it'd be UK. I never thought I might consider NZ, yet now it's a possibility. All I know is that God is a creative God who's not limited to human understanding. And it doesn't hurt to trust Him. Cuz He will never short change me; in fact He always gives generously!

So one step at a time....

(who knows..I might get to meet Prince Charming in Uni No23 if God decides to send me there?!wah...London men.. ;) haha JUST KIDDING..sorry just needed to write something scandalous so that you readers don't fall asleep..BUT SERIOUSLY, what's what my dear mum said...for the record, that's where Mr Ong met Miss Chua)


Thank You in advance for everything this will bring :)

AND yes, bless all my batchmates that are will be matched as well...




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