2006

Dependence. Function: noun1 : the quality or state of being dependent; especially : the quality or state of being influenced or determined by or subject to another2 : RELIANCE, TRUST3 : one that is relied on

because i am so stubborn and so proud at times i think it's only when crisis hits and the sun refuses to peak out from the gloomy skies that i choose to depend on God and on Him alone.

it's terrible knowing my limitations. my race to squeeze time. my inablity to sound confident to even myself as i mouth the words and go with the motions.

Exodus 33:12-23.

truly Lord if You are not going with me, i am not going.
because i don't know how to live life. to balance all the dots. nor the question marks.
self.family.studies.books.growth.change.love.thelackof.movingon?lettinggo.choices.rest.direction.Yourwillcf.cg.church.cgchurch.
mission.interests.christianfriends.nonchristianfriends.timeout.timein.
chillout.grace.firmness. mistakes.travels.wisdom.surrender.
talks.calls.mails.truthfulness.imu?beyondimu? hearkbr/eaks.
smil:)es.funnymoments.profoundlandmarks.tearssss.
laughtilljawhurtstimes.exams.waiting.patiencepatiencepatience.
aMAzement.frusfrusfrustration.camps?trips?retreats?
victory.defeats.hairandclothes(haha).ohyea,weight.simplicity.desicions.
fears.insensitivity.singularity.encouragements.cliches.impatience.
praisesforU.gratitute.takingUforgranted.learningmore?

i really don't know. i'm depending on You! don't let me down. i know You won't.
2006. here we go.