Sunday, April 23, 2006

When frustration abounds...

**An old song, but so true in this day and age...**
I have made You too small in my eyes
Oh Lord, forgive me
And I have
believed in a lie
That you were unable to help me
But now, O Lord, I see my wrong
Heal my heart and show Yourself strong
And in my eyes and with my song
O Lord, be magnified, O Lord, be magnified

Be magnified, O Lord, You are highly exalted
And there is nothing You can't do
O Lord, my eyes are on You
Be magnified, O Lord, be magnified

I have leaned on the wisdom of men
O Lord, forgive me
And I have responded to them
Instead of Your light and Your mercy
But now, O Lord, I see my wrong
Heal my heart and show Yourself strong
And in my eyes and with my song
O Lord, be magnified, O Lord, be magnified
**Lord forgive me for being so skeptical**

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

A take on life

I love these smart commercials. Because it captures the Malaysian life profoundly without being too cheesy and doesn't stink of cardboard propaganda.

Watched this one during CNY...was laughing with family...very cool commercial. 2 thumbs up!


Monday, April 17, 2006

Enough is enough!

Yes. I've been having a flurry of posts. I realize I only write when I am emotionally challenged (a nice way to say sad).

But anyway, enough is enough.

God is good.

I will not let that get to me or rob me of all the things God has given and will give me!
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

I will not ever mention that name, or even shudder think of it anymore.

Help me on yea! :)
Goodbye past and hello hope!

Here's to bright sunny days with God

Sunday, April 16, 2006

I love...

...waking up early in the morning hearing the patter of rain and feeling the cold breeze waft in

...hearing someone say Hello

...sleeping in just right after exam day has passed

...finding a Rm10 bag!

...eating curry indoors as the rain roars outside

...holding warm nasi lemak just as the Aunty scoops the fluffy white rice, fresh from the container

...artsy commercials

...this sentence "certainly they had no time for politicians who tell us to unite as Malaysians and then spew racist rhetoric at their yearly party conferences."

...salty tears

...laughter and friends

...snooze buttons

...hope & dreams

...Rm1 sundae cones

...You.

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Playing on and on and on...GAH!

思念是一種很玄的東西 如影~隨行 無聲又無息出沒在心底 轉眼~吞沒我在寂寞裡我無力抗拒 特別是夜裡 哦~ 想你到無法呼吸 恨不能立即 朝你狂奔去 大聲的告訴你~我願意為你

我願意為你 我願意為你 忘記我姓名就算多一秒 停留在你懷裡 失去世界也不可惜我願意為你 我願意為你 我願意為你 被放逐天際只要你真心 拿愛與我回應 什麼都願意 (我)什麼都願意 什麼都願意 什麼都願意 為你









Yea, I don't read chinese too..haha..but still~


sarah, this is p...a...t...h...e...t...i...c...

must be the extensors and flexors and nerves and sunburst x-rays and Codman's triangle poisoning the brain huh? 16 more hourssss...

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Sacrifice?



From IT expert to struggling medical student
At 30, she decides to be a doctor - it was a tough switch from successful professional to struggling student but she has no regrets.
By Jean Loo The Straits Times 05 February 2006

WHAT would make someone give up a successful career as a computer engineer and, at the age of 30, study to be a doctor instead?
It is an unconventional choice, but one that 33-year-old Devi Ng had no trouble making.
For eight years, Ms Ng was the epitome of the urban IT professional, working as an analyst programmer for the Ministry of Defence and then as a systems engineer at the Land Transport Authority, where she helped develop the ez-link system.

But in 2002, after her three-year marriage fell apart, she decided to take a different path.
Now she is on the long road through medical school - a story she felt was so inspiring that she asked a journalism student friend to write it down and send it to The Sunday Times.

When we interviewed Ms Ng yesterday, she said her marriage had failed because she was determined to keep working despite objections from her former husband.
'I was in a period of depression, wondering what else could I do with my life.'
A newspaper advertisement offering a part-time distance learning degree in bio medical sciences, offered by the University of Central Queensland, changed her life.
Ms Ng immediately registered for the course, which cost her $12,000.

Channelling her spare time after work into the three-year course, Ms Ng graduated in a mere 1 1/2 years, scoring distinctions for most subjects and making it onto the Dean's List, despite her lack of background in science.
She also had to juggle family commitments. The sudden death of her father in 1994 had left her the sole breadwinner.
'The money was good, so I stayed on in IT till my two younger brothers found jobs.'

She is now a first-year medical student at the International Medical University (IMU) in Malaysia and will serve a three-week attachment at the Changi General Hospital as part of her course.
Once she has completed her foundation studies in 2008, she hopes to move on to the next phase of her medical training at the University of Queensland. She plans to use her savings to pay for part of her course fees, which will cost about $200,000 for the next four years.

If all goes to plan, Ms Ng will graduate in 2010, at the age of 37. It has been a tough switch from successful professional to struggling student but she has no regrets.

'As a doctor, I can see the patient getting better and that will be the best motivation to keep on working. In IT, projects can drag on for years and it becomes very meaningless.
'I am fine giving up the chance to start a family, because I've found my true calling, which is to be a doctor and help other people.'

This is my junior! Salute :)

I guess I was seething too much about the uncertainty of my PMS university, unmet expectations and the MSK workload. But, I guess God just reminded me, Sarah Ong Kai Li (yea I use my full name when I'm talking to myself/to God..ahaha), "Please be thankful that you are doing what you love and that I WILL bless you with the best." :)

Yepp, I am blessed. Even if I have a broken heart, seemingly lousy PMS options, disappointments and poor memory, still...I am blessed with far, far more than what I need. I am blessed. I am blessed. YEA, I am blessed. For He doesn't willingly afflict his children. EVERYTHING happens for the GOOD of those who love him.

Saturday, April 01, 2006

IMU Ball 2006: Reminiscence

I will not post too many pictures of myself for the risk of being called a cam-whore (argh! You...you know who you are...dented my ego!)...hahaha...

Blinding camera flashes, food that went cold as the camera lenses heated up, dinner starting 1.5 hours later than the appointed time, helmet like sprayed hair and late arrivals despite planning in advance to arrive EARLY for once...yea, in some sense this year's ball was just like all the other balls/proms. With guys in coats and girls dressed in their best, endless picture taking and poses... ;)

Yet in some sense...it marks my last ball in IMU...
The video clip shown was so true...we'd miss the long PBL sessions, grilling CSUs, ahem..food avenue/rooftopnolongerrooftop, indian accents, flour-drenched orientation, mamaks, oh yea, KKB! -_- Of course, for me, CF camps, committee retreats, CF events like Christmas/Easter...
Prayer meets where we laugh and laugh and laugh and Eu Pui sessions, CG infused with intellectualism with Tim, girly talks and bz days. I think I'd even miss the times where I was sad over things cuz I had great friends to laugh (*at me*) with me.
2.5 years in a blink of an eye!
But yea, truly a remarkable 2.5 years with ups and downs...and the fingerprints of God.. ;)

The highlight of the whole ball was Chow's multimedia clip on life in IMU. It is a MUST SEE! Very very very chun... I salute Christine too!!! She won Prom Queen in satin PANTS :) Truly a classy girl with a big heart.

MSK is terrible...haha..and we aren't even at CNS yet...so...will stop here

My lecture buddies....the international students gang! Haha, for the uninformed, I sit in lecture with the gorgeous girl from Mauritus, sweet Phyo from Myanmar and at times hang around with the cool Yafatou from Gambia and the dectable Quin from Vietnam. In the back are the 2 timothys...Pity Tim Chew, always get called the shorter Tim...

Yea....that's what you get from RM95!
This was an accidental shot from behind as we were posing in front


Stop laughing at me! .......Ok, yea I know it is impossible. Laugh softer please! Hahahaha :)

oh yea..1 interesting fact... Cindy and I were at the same table with the same shade of red...(It's not delibrate la! cuz we both used back our Year 12 dresses) In total 7/10 of us on the table were in red. Haiyo, as if going for a Chinese Wedding dinner.. :)

"It's good that Sunday's dinner was on Sunday (emmm yea, *obviously*) cuz Mr Cook's saute fish was drenched in butter. The potatoes too! Swimming in butter. Haha I would have looked even FATTER if Sunday's dinner was not on Sunday." More pics on "how to use butter when cooking session" later :)